damn sian. last night. guilty for supposedly trying to find reasons to quarrel. was totally puzzled and spent the whole night figuring out what went wrong. like a fool. went to sleep at around 5.30am? woke up at 9am then went back to sleep again. and woke up again and sleep again. was waiting. till finally. and its over (: finally. then was still kinda moody and sick. planned to spend the day at home. would be better.




is this what are are supposed to encounter? ):
but its over (:







IVAN (:

handwritten @ 4:20 AM