WELL WELL WELL, i've become a liar to you? i try to break all of our brotherhood apart?
well, fine then. i'll leave this group and never come back. if thats what you wanna achieve.
you dont want me? fine u dont have. why would i have created such a mess for you?


am i so stupid?
am i so bastard?
am i so free?
am i so boliao?
am i so bad?
am i so cunning?
am i a story teller?
am i such a liar?
is this the reward for my brotherhood?
this is what i get for being loyal to our brotherhood?
is the real meaning of brotherhood? cos if it is then i don't need it.
do i deserve this?
did i really lie?
do i really have to face this problem?
u think i love problems?
and to create problems for others?
so i'm really that bad?
then fine, ill be on my own.
ill not be a brother.
cos i dont deserve one and dun deserve to be one.
cos i lied la right?
u denied everything.
which means im creating up these stories about you.
im imagining too much la correct?
you are the ideal brother la right?
im a busted brother.
i dunno how to treasure brotherhood.
i should die la right?
FINE ! i'll die.


BUT ILL FUCKING KILL YOU FIRST !
BASTARD !
WATCH OUT!
If you plan on hitting me, better do it well. kill me. or ill come back for you ! FUCKTARD !












IVAN !

handwritten @ 11:59 PM