and when you see changes all around, you must adapt.
everyone is bound to change. you me and anyone. sometimes we see the changes.
sometimes others happen to spot the differences without much difficulty.
whatever it i, adaptivity is important.
so that we all still carry on with our normal lives.
but...
NO !
everyone loves to use the beautiful 3 words thesedays.
not 'i love you'. but 'you have changed'.
well, we all know its sickening. and you might be the one gettting childed at to realise that the sentence sucks big time.

what i wanted was for us to be happy.
what you felt like you threw it all out.
what i read, it allowed the teardrops to automatically drip down my not so rosy cheeks.
what i feel like is indescribable. the feeling is sick.
and im wondering how we managed to come to a situation as such.
it really sucks. its been going on for 2 weeks or so?
silently and finally errupted.
and now its gonna take times to mend things back.
i know you feel sad.
But at the end of the day,
i feel hurt.
touchd deep down in the wrong way.
instead of shedding tears of joy and happiness, im actually shedding tears of pain and agony.
ill take it.
i know its been a long time since i said it.
but i will say it.
i love you girl. i always will.
i'll carry on to move everything to the way it was.
all because i see my happiness in you.
take good care.


i'll always be in love with ng audrey kim.
today im saying this.
never will i take these words back.
MARK MY WORDS!


IVAN!

handwritten @ 9:01 AM